Tension and emotion were the keywords for today. Loads of tension, with a loads of emotion. These are the days I dread. Too much, too much. I like emotion, tension and anything associated with the two in moderation. Moderation is vital, it makes thing easier to deal with. I was stressed to say the least when I woke up for the second time today.
I actually spoke to my dad today about what was going on and how unfair it all seemed. What I am referring to is not of importance for you and only concerns my family, thus what 'what' is will be concealed for only me to know. He understood and took it to heart. It seems odd how you can only get through maybe fifty percent of the time, and the rest...well, nothing clicks. In one ear, out the other.
My Gateway is 'fixed.' I seemed to have lost my printer software, so I need to figure out how to set it up and I will. I will find something out. Come next year around June/July, I will have a new computer, a laptop for college. I am looking forward to that but know until that time comes my Gateway will be my companion. Not a bad either, we have our bad times though...
School starts on Tuesday, and I am more and more nervous. I feel like I am going to a completely different school, not the one I have known for years.
Things are falling into place, and my emotions are once again easy to control.
And it's about time.
